Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Good news

Good news!  I got a call from the cancer center and they said my TSH is 72.  They are astounded.  Based on what they saw of me yesterday, they thought it would take at least 2 more weeks to get me above 50.  What this means is that I can move forward with treatment.

Monday (25th) I will take a low dose radiation pill to prepare for the scan.
Wednesday (27th) I will undergo the thyroid scan.
Tuesday (Sep 2) I will take the large dose radiation.

This means the following Monday, I will be cured and ready for the world.  I'll keep any updates posted here.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Today I met with a Radiation Oncologist by the name of Dr. Mudge in the Battle Creek Cancer Center. I was blown away by the attentiveness and care of everyone. Both the nurse and Dr. Mudge took their time explaining all of the details of my treatment. I spent almost an hour with Dr. Mudge alone. He patiently answered every question I had.

The next couple weeks:
We’re in a waiting game right now. We’re waiting for my body to deplete all of the thyroid hormone left over from pre surgery and the few days of replacement after surgery. I have been off the hormone since 2 weeks ago today. When the thyroid hormone is depleted, my pituitary gland will start making more of a hormone called TSH (Thyroid Stimulating Hormone). The reason this needs to happen is to over-stimulate any remaining thyroid cells and any possible metastasis of the cancer. The over stimulated cells will soak up the radioactive iodine and be destroyed.

I had my blood tested to get a baseline for TSH today. We need the level to be over 50 to have radiation treatment. This takes on average 4 weeks. Based on how I was talking and asking questions, they thought my TSH levels were still pretty low. Even though I’m feeling some fatigue and mental dullness, apparently the best is yet to come.
So although the magic number is 50, we will do another scan when my TSH levels reach 30.

This scan will require me to take a small dose of the radioactive iodine. This will determine how many remaining cells are still active and if they are cancerous. This will also help Dr. Mudge determine the dosage of radiation so not to over radiate.

The radiation treatment:
Taking the radioactive iodine will be a non-issue. It comes in the form of a pill that they administer with lead gloves and on a lead plate. I take it, wait an hour, then I can go home. The issue is managing being radioactive. The first two days are more strict, but I’ll need to stay away from the kids for 5 days. Other than staying away from people, during this time I’ll need to do things like eat with disposable plates and silverware, use a sequestered restroom, not prepare food for myself or others, and eat lots of ice cream (at least I thought that’s what he said).

Two days into the radiation treatment, I can begin taking my thyroid hormone replacement so to get back to myself ASAP. They said it takes at least a couple weeks until it establishes itself and I start feeling normal again.

7-10 days after the radiation treatment, I’ll need to have another scan. Since I will have a much larger dose of radiation, this scan will show anything that the prior scan potentially missed. It will also determine if the radiation treatment was successful.

6 months down the road, we’ll do a third scan to make sure there are no active thyroid cells. If so, I’ll need a second dose of radioactive iodine. If not, we will start a regimen of a yearly scan to make sure it doesn’t come back.

What about the lung nodule?
Since the PET scan was inconclusive, it is still a concern. The first scan (next couple weeks) should determine if those are cancerous cells, if not, the second scan (post radiation) will. Unfortunately, if we see it on the second scan, a second dose of radiation is mandatory. All of these tests are in an attempt to limit the amount of radiation I must take. This is a good thing since many centers just treat with a sledgehammer dose of radiation.

What about the pathology report?
The pathology report came back mentioning two types of cancers being found in my thyroid, papillary and follicular, but neither in the large 3cm nodule that inspired this whole escapade. Dr Mudge said that it’s not uncommon for these two types of cancer to be found together. Treatment is still the same.

Special diet?
I loved how well read this team was. He actually encouraged me to stay on my normal diet and didn’t recommend a low iodine diet like many endocrinologists because of studies that had been done that actually showed that absorption of radiation was much higher in other (non-thyroid) cells throughout the body because the body was iodine depleted. I guess that makes sense.
All in all, I can’t be happier with my new treatment team and their care. I am feeling as good as can be expected and feel encouraged by the treatment plan.

I can’t express how grateful I am to have friends and family that have been so attentive and supportive through this entire period. My work family has absolutely stepped up to support me in an extended recovery period making this entire experience bearable and comfortable. I don’t know how I would have been able to keep pace during this time. I have been able to focus on important things. I’ve spent time with the kids, read books, and began working on my genealogy. In just a short time, I was able to take research that my parents have done and trace my family roots back to the 1500’s in Europe on several lines.

I am blessed.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Is that your final answer?

I recieved the pathology results from the thyroid removed in surgery today. They found papillary carcinoma (cancer) as the blood test and biopsy had indicated. The good news is that the surgeon said there were great margins around the tumor. This means that they were able to remove enough tissue around the cancerous spots to provide a good barrier and ensure a complete removal of the cancer. The lymph node that was suspicious was also removed and tested, but came back negative (no cancer). This is the best news I could have recieved today. Now I know for sure what it is and I know they got it out!!

Questions left to be answered...
What about the node in the lung? - I don't know. I didn't get a chance to talk with Dr. Obrien live today. Since the PET scan didn't reveal the cancer in the thyroid, it can be deducted that it also wouldn't reveal a cancerous node in the lung. Everything else is speculation. If cancerous, treatment would be the same as I'm currently undergoing. I guess this will give me something to continue to write about.

Moving forward....
I stopped taking thyroid hormone today. I will need to be off the hormone for the next 4-5 weeks or until my body can completely deplete the levels. At that time, I'll need to do the radiation treatment.

How do I feel?
I feel fine. Neck and incision are sore. I went off pain meds yesterday so I now feel what the meds were covering up, but still doing fine and feeling better. I am starting to be able to speak in coherent sentences....well, you can be the judge.

For all of those worried about abuse and neglect, Tamara is treating me well. She even drove me around the countryside today to see some vehicles that I have been hunting online from my bed the last couple days.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Friday night...no results

So the pathology report didn't come in today.  Usually I like surprises, this isn't the birthday kind.  I'll update the blog once I hear the final verdict which will set me down one of two paths.  If I could choose, I'd choose the one that doesn't make me radioactive.

TTFN 

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Home at last

Although I enjoyed not wearing pants, I guess I don't like being in the hospital.  I was out the door 5 minutes after I signed the papers.  The nurse was miffed that I wouldn't wait for a wheelchair.  Now I'm home.  Tamara has made a nice bed on the couch that includes the "Lion Blanket" that my dad got for me when I was recovering from my first surgery (tonsilectomy at age 14).

It's hard to hold my neck up for extended periods of time so I'll probably lay low for the next couple days.  I guess I'll need to cancel my plans for any head banging this weekend.

If you're interested in the roller coaster of results from my testing, I found out that the PET scan came back clear (officially) from the radiologist.  Although this is not conclusive as he said that some types of thyroid cancers occasionally do not uptake the radio contrast well, therefore don't light up like they should.  

The real conclusive test will be the full pathologic study of the removed thyroid.  I guess they slice it like a loaf of bread and examine each section.  This will be done at the earliest by tomorrow.  If I hear, I will update the blog.

Love to all.


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Post surgery

Jello never tasted so good!  Came through the surgery great.  Recovery from anesthesia was easy compared to prior surgery.  My voice seems to be functioning well and I'm even able to hum out a few notes.  My throat and neck are sore but manageable.  Dr Obrien said the removal was clean - tumors were encapsulated.  He did remove one close by lymph node but left the rest as they were not enlarged.  The results of the tissue testing at the lab of my thyroid should be to Dr. Obrien by Friday.  I'll most likely stay tonight in the hospital and be released to go home some time tomorrow which means at some point, I'll have to start wearing pants again.

Surgery

Today is the day. I will be going in for a total thyroidectomy and lymph node removal performed by Dr. Obrien at Borgess hospital.

Monday I had a PET scan performed. The PET scan is supposed to highlight any cancerous areas so that a complete diagnosis can be made. The reason for having the PET scan is to assess the nodes in my lungs. Dr. Obrien said that anything cancerous shold light up like a Christmas tree. I haven't heard the complete report from radiology, but the PET scan looks clean to me...no Christmas trees.

I'm confused. I have blood work that indicates cancer, I have a biopsy that indicates cancer, but a PET scan that didn't find anything....it must be that Silver Sol my mom gave me. Thanks mom.

In this light, I had apprehension on moving forward with the surgery since it was inconclusive. I was concerned that we weren't exactly sure what we would be doing when opening my neck. I spoke to Dr. Obrien last night on the phone and asked a series of questions around this quandry. First, have you ever seen someone with cancer that wasn't detected on at PET scan? He said "yes, my sister-in-law was diagnosed with cancer and a PET scan found nothing. When they went into surgery, it was all throughout her body."

Second I asked if there were any other types of tests that we could do? He said "we could cancel surgery and do another needle biopsy. If it came back the same (suspicious of cancer) we could move forward, if it came back clean, then you have a risky decision to make." In this case, do I go against a blood test and previous biopsy and decide to keep these tumors in my neck and check them every 6 months or just move forward anyway?

I also asked if I were his brother, what would he advise? He said, "if you were my brother, I'd tell you to get in here tomorrow morning and let's get that sucker out of there. It's not worth the risk of keeping it. If you want to delay another couple weeks to do more testing, I'll support you, but if you want to know what I would tell my family, let's not mess around."

So, here I go. I have confirmation through quiet prayer and meditation that I am on the right treatment path. Knowing what I know and seeing what I have seen, I should be terrified right now. For some reason, I am very calm. Still. I slept like a baby last night after a wonderful evening with family and close friends.

There are wonderful and talented people who have locked arms to support me and run Maestro and Wellness Works while I'm on my recovery and treatment path. I have full confidence in their efforts.

One thing is evident to me throughout this process. I am loved.